It used to be that Riley was the reason I'd go 3 days without showering, but today I realized that the pain is the cause now. The pain is why I'm exhausted and smelly. I wish the pain would sleep through the night and play by itself.
Not long ago I posted about a typical week. I outlined all my running around, cooking, cleaning and corralling. Today my lawyer asked me to describe my typical day now. It was the most depressing thing ever to face the reality of what my life has become over the last few months. I was so distraught afterwards.
I rested, I asked for help, I expressed my fear (all the things I hate the most). I want my life back.
On the up side I tried the back carry position with my Ergo and I got some new blu rays. Also, tonight is Grey's Anatomy and I hired a cleaning lady so it wasn't a completely sad day. Tomorrow promises to be interesting, I see the ortho at 10am (Dun, dun, dun).
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