I've been really down the last two days the pain is really awful now. I'm so depressed. I want to be the person I was a month ago. I want to get up and clean up the mess. I'm no longer able to push through it. I can't do anything about it and I can't suppress the emotions anymore. I am exausted.
So, I decided to take a bath with the baby.I haven't taken a bath with the bay since she could sit up. Riley loves the water. I took her swimming in a pool yesterday for the first time. She's such a happy little fish. Riley was sitting up playing in the tub and she started to lean forward a little so I put my arm in front of her just in case, but she didn't fall. She stood up! From sitting to standing all by herself!! Amazing. And miracle of miracles Mike just happened to have come in to ask me a question a minute before. I immediately grabed on to her waist to keep her up and screamed "Did you see that?!?" I let her beam proudly for as long as I could stand it and then I hugged my amazing girl for as long as she'd let me. So special.
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